I can’t stop crying, for the first time in ages, I rarely cry.
Everything is overwhelming.
I can’t sleep because my chest is tight and my head is spinning.
I feel like life has given me no option but to die, even though that is not really what I want.
No one has any answers for me so what is the point?
Part of me thinks maybe I could run away, but run away from what?
I can’t run from myself.
Shoot me.