I am sleeping so much.
Sleeping means not worrying, not eating, not thinking, not really existing.
It just makes everything worse when I wake up again.
Yesterday I slept all day until evening then ended up eating and purging.
When to sleep again in the early hours of the morning and slept again today until now, 5pm.
I missed my lecture and have done no practice for my exam.
I am going to see my old counsellor next week though so I think it will be good to get a whole bunch of crap off my chest and maybe get some suggestions from her.